Poem#10 - Your Burdens, My Sorrows

You tell me that you’re in sorrow
And I try consoling you
But it couldn’t work out, you said
So did I when I was in such a state, ain’t I true?

You say I couldn’t understand
But tell me where did I fail?
Wait give me a chance
Cause when you came to aid me then, did I complain?

In pain, yes I know how you feel
Cause long before you the one who suffered was me
I care, I like you a lot
It hurts me again more than how it had been

You better not go away and isolate yourself
Saying that only now silence will help
Cause am there with you like the moon
Leading your way having the darkness dealt

Its my wound that hurts now it keeps growing more
Seeing my loved ones, living a life that’s so sore
Believe me let me walk right by your side
All the probs are gonna go, cause ur now a part of my life!

Poem#9 - The Journey, Its Lesson

its raining, its cold
the wind surrounds me, but still i can feel the light
its the change thats coming, the change in seasons,
its still dark and cold, but i aint staying in fright

i dont declare that i'm great
nor try to persuade that i'm something more or less
all i need are your prayers, a great deal of them,
that i be by God and you, so blessed

i'm in a journey
where its fatigue i have and no sleep
because its revival i search for,
i'm commited for it, and that i'll reap

those demons of time,
who come and creep
so jobless, they want me down
but i've learned more, felt whats there down deep

i'm prepared, they can't do anything
they'll just try and have to whine,
because i've fought and will more,
its with even bigger trouble with which, i've dined

i can feel it getting warmer
do you think its becoming fine?
i know that i've travelled a lot and enough
but still i'm not sure, am i near the finish line?

its springtime now,
its done, now i'll be free
the time, the moment,
has come, most awaited by me

welcome, the sunshine says
and now i can last
for long with peace,
not being called again by my past

your prayers, my will
thats what brought me here,
you were the one, that made my will,
yes its true, dear

it was a hard time to learn, that all
what was needed was something forgetten in this world
something that needed to be followed by everyone,
but not jus preached by word

it is what, that i claim
that i have for her,
but has to be given,
to everyone, starting from my misunderstood brother

all i want now,
is that others see their spring too,
suffer less than i did,
but reach their destination, along with learning the truths

Poem#9 - My Savior, My Mentor, My Light

To be betrayed
Would never feel nice
It feels like the deceit u feel
Is like a fall on you by that heavy slab of ice

I thought I had it all
Until the time for an experience had come
I was a silly duckling then
Yet to learn lessons, but now grown far from being dumb

It seemed that the world
Was easy but then all mean as it was seen
But it isn’t just one, but more experiences that are needed
To tell you how the world is now, from where It had been

My trust was broken
I was left alone
I felt it like a sudden
break in my backbone

I was left to die
Betrayed by the hands of my so called friend
But that day, the same one from which I was reborn
gave me a mind, steady, grown and all mended

It was first sadness in me
That had sprouted first
When I fell to the ground
And breathed in the dust

But the emotions in me
That kept watering my feelings more
Told myself that a work
Of revenge was then that I bore

But time passed by
And taught me the lesson
That nothing could bring a change
Even if I’d kill him and be a felon

It would rather be great
To start from where I began
Now more cautious and alert
Keeping my eyes steady on the path where before I ran

Its just love and hope
That remains in me
Which was brought in
From a light that had taken me away from misery

From an unexpected time
When he came by
Taking me by His hands, teaching me slowly
And time passed by

Love your enemies
That’s what he said
Now I always keep praying for them
Before I go to bed

And that was the way
Brought by the light
Shown to me, by my greatest mentor
In all my Love, Dear Jesus Christ

Poem#8 - Mothers, The Angels!

Necessity could be
The mother of inventions
But the necessity of my inventions
Would be my mom

From the time I came
I kept no intentions
But to keep me best were her intentions
From my start so small

It wasn’t just for a single day
But for the whole of my life
That she sacrificed her whole life
For me to keep going happy on and on

She wanted me to keep so firm
Even when I didn’t know how to stand
A good job she’s done to have me stand
Is how she’s now taken me this way all along

I’ve grown and now
I see the plight that a mom takes
To see the turn that her child’s life takes
To grow and keep control

I salute them
And all the more adore
To see that its from how they adore
That the world has got the Love in it and grown!

Poem#7 - Love Confused (Cont'd)

it made him hurt all the more
when he tried to keep it quiet
it all just felt to him
that he could never be right

tears that he held within
n pain that tried to keep on hold
jus made that promise deep within
loosen up on its own

he knew he could never keep up with it
he then became strange.. it was soon
the cries and sadness that was all in him
made him into a loon!

words which had for her before
were of such that made him, himself spellbound
but now all that was left for him
made him all alone, fallen on the ground

the mouth of his that praised her alot
now said that he hated the thought
that he still loved her and not being able to convey
was the reason for the sadness he had brought

Poem#6 - Love Confused

chances he uses
power he drains
courage he picks up
but still he's frail

he loves her a lot
but still they're friends
he doesnt want to hurt her
so calls it as an unnecessary trend

the taunting he gets..
the poems he writes
her unknown companionship
jus makes his love ignite

but still with the part
that they're friends
he doesnt want to hurt her
and calls it as an unnecessary trend

she saw some of his lines
and asks to whom it were for
but he laughed it away, says they're made for fun
like taking some shells while sitting by the sea shore

but there was a time
where he couldnt take it anymore
the time came slowly
where he told who his love was for

the incident takes place
when she asked him without moving.. who he was behind..
he says it out..wen his pressure broke..
that she's the girl.. the one of a kind

she asks him what she had to say
but all he said was i dont know
and then it ended up as he expected
with a small and polite No

he continued, heartbroken
saying that he knew it all along
it had been his way of life
to suffer even after hopin and praying after all

she told him to shut up
n that there were still better girls left
then why did he have to
choose only her bereft

without giving an answer.. and his love for her still alive
for her and the still living frndship
he chose to keep it down
for all the comin while

he still loves her a lot
and still they're friends
but since he doesnt want to hurt her
he prays, for either his love or life to end..

Poem#5 - I Promise

I kept screaming
Not letting you sleep
All I did was fuss, I remember
How bad I was, now I weep

You wouldn’t let go
Until I was asleep
U cared for me more
Like a shepherd’s care for his sheep

Little I was then
Grown I am now
Stupid I was, and learnt
To not make those mistakes again, I vow

Mother, you worked
And protected me, under your care’s sheet
I stand here now alone,
But like your dream, now on my feet

You aren’t here anymore
But I keep wishing and praying still
How wonderful it would have been
If you were here seeing your dream fulfill

Mom, I promise
I’ll be living like how you said
Grateful those cause of who am living,
Working and sleeping, peacefully on this bed

Poem#4 - I Believe, in Him

that light that came
that took you out
it stood for me
before i gave my shout

its a sound to your failure
and the sign of my win
its the call to disaster
for you, and your kith and kin

i pity them, those who came to you
but i pray for them, that they see the truth
i wish they learn, i wish they turn
back to the light, and have u at the noose!

death is what we believe in
but that it only belong for u
cause we believe in the Father, the Son, the H. Spirit
that makes us strive and to be true

this is the choice that’s worth it
we go for the Almighty, the loving one, who gave us life
rather than being your half breed
always used, like the meat slaughtered by the knife

you thought it would be fun,
to see Him on the Cross
but now dont you see,
i know you're afraid, afraid of my Boss! !

after all, you believe in Him too
then what’s there for us to doubt?
He's the one we Believe in,
To him, I tie my knot

Poem#3 - Fallen... in Love

its the thing of beauty that Keats talked about
but i speak of the living one
who brought me from darkness
from fear, from pain to the everwarming strong bright sun

how colorful can love be
it comes in red, blue and even white
how much of care can it give
the hugging and taking you from sorrowful past, to the best time it can give you tonight

i'd seen you before in childhood's grace
the innocence that was lit in your eyes
made the man i remember then, so grumpy and hated
all to a being, turned so nice

you showed me the truth, the secret, the power
that kept us up in our life
that it was love that made the world go round
so when hardships come never mind

you kept me away, from my heart to fade
my mind and soul from tear
just when i was there to fall in my tears
and have a weakened body so bare

you had me fallen, only for one certain thing
you made me fall... in love
the love that made rise though
rise high all time, but i dont know how

its all about this fall, that i think
and that i dont regret about
cause the fact that has me here today,
is that i live from you, for you, my love!

Poem#2 - Did it happen again?

i thought it was over
all gone and done
damn, its human nature
again, i've fallen in love

a small little girl
with her cute puppy eyes
with her smile, so sincere that brought me down
i, who was twice her height

is this actually love or affection
this case, how do i describe
these were feelings i never had before
they'll stay, but soon, she will go with time

im always so up and alive,
when im near her
that i was jumpy and warm, while she shivered,
in the chilly december

when my hands met with hers
it was a time, one of a kind
no, sparks didnt come and i didnt get zapped
but that was a time, i wsh would stay longer, or atleast again revived

is this actually love or affection
this case, how do i describe
these were feelings i never had before
they'll stay, but soon, she will go with time

i thank my age
but mourn about it too
cause it was that, that got me near her
but it keeps me away now, this short time was only how much God drew

all i know now is that
spending time with her, is what i love to have
but its too late, she's gone now, not dead & departed
but just home, to be with her mom and her dad

is this actually love or affection
this case, how do i describe
these are feelings i never had before
they stay, but damn, she's gone with time

SpeakOut#1 - A Weaker Generation

I'm having a bad neck ache! (I don't know if that is how it is to be called). Anyways, I was talking about it to my friend and it reminded me how the elders say, "these kids nowadays are nothing like us. They walk around complaining of body pain and such stuff at this point of age. At my time, we used to walk long distances for hours and hours to reach school or do a lot of work".

I guess that is true. How this kind of phase has come for the generation is probably because of the luxury we get now. The more modern we get, the easier to carry out daily work.
The weaker we get, because we don't get used to actual work.

I regret that.

Poem#1 - Wishes in the Rain

I was sitting with my books

I wasn't bothered about them

I was stuck in thoughts

in thoughts about you

I saw from the window

it was raining

it kept me wondering

whether it was your love I saw or God's caring

late in the night where the moon keeps its shine

I see you in it; also my cloud's silver line

out in the rain I want to be with you

wouldn't it be great, if it could be true!

but how can I know that you love me

after all you never gave me a yes

quietly you stood away

just making me anxious and worried

not knowing where you were

but it did give me the pleasant feeling

just like the rain drenching away...

my thirst yet which never quenches

when I got to see you and talk to you

I still wonder whether all the time

I give in for you, thinking about you, living for you

is worth the hope that one day

I'll have you by my side, when you'll be loving me too

just like waiting for the rain hoped for

to wash away my pain and...
bring forth my love.